MY FAIRYTALE SUICIDE PLOT

Must have been well fed and had my favorite things to drink, would proceed to pop pills and drink lean. I will be sure to use the loo after this because 'I nor know' how the other side 'go be'. After the loo, brownies and milk wouldn't hurt to refill my stomach meanwhile I've had all my favorite songs playing, I will use airpods for good base and to block off other sounds. I like the beach, it should all be at a beach or some resort surrounded by water. After my brownie meal, would take a couple of drags from different strains of weed. When all of these my exercises are over, would sit and watch people, I'm scared of course because I don't know what happens after death. I would love to jump from a high place into water and just drown but people would stop me so I'm not really getting that 100% perfect death. Well, I will watch people and allow my heart beat fast, I'll go on to play Burna Boy's "Alone" and would put it on repeat, dying listening to this piece is perfect, euphoric and amazing, an honor too. Leave my seat or wherever I'm perched to walk around the beach, by myself, having weird last minute conversations with strangers and hoping one is a 'mammy water' or an entity that wants to take me home or to a better place or heaven. Yes ! I have my vices but Hell fire 'no sharp at all' because 'normal normal, I no dey even like feel heat'. I honestly would not want any being to beg me to continue this foolish life, 'e no go clear at all' ! Then I will work towards the water, I will keep walking and cross where humans are supposed to end or people who can't swim. I will walk till the water carries me away and before anyone will run down, I would be long gone and probably at peace.